enlisting lor..

enlisting soon in like a few hrs time. around 10 hrs more…

dont feel like going in leh… dont want to enlist )=

im not excited at all.. but looking forward to it.

its gonna be me.

All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don’t wanna lose it
But I’m not like that
When finally
You get to love
Guess what

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don’t wanna lose it again
But I’m not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
Guess what
It’s gonna be me

emo!~

just woke up. had a terrible dream. i dont wish to mention.

and so i played throught my itunes and landed up in an emo song~爱我还是他

你爱我还是他 是不是我可以做的更好 让你不再挣扎
你爱我还是他 我宁愿听到残忍的回答 也不要再被甩
你爱我还是他 我为你找了一百个理由 我就是那么傻
你爱我还是他 是否沉默代替你的回答 我应该明白吧
你爱我还是他 你都已看不到我们的好 我还为谁牵挂
你爱我还是他 是否沉默就是你的回答 我们都别挣扎
去爱他

honestly

to be honest, im pretty happy i meet you before her. you taught me several stuff though i dont really wish to see you anymore.

because of you i learned to be a jerk. a boy who isnt afraid of rejections.
because of you i learned the ways to deal with a lady…
because of you i learned to choose the right girl for me…
because of you i learned to control my temper…
and because of you, i found her 🙂

soo ….

so she is at home with me.. playing my ps3 = =”

p/s: im an asshole. and i love it 🙂

sorry.

im sorry for being harsh on you.

just dont break my trust in you.

p/s: im just a bad boyfriend. dont care about me.

because you live

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

blue

only blue~ only blue~
爱让人好忧郁

crush

Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

thoughts.

how i wish things are simple as it seems to be. the guilt is killing me from inside.